CURRENTLY SPAZZING OVER SS501 AND WAITING (IM)PATIENTLY FOR THEIR COMEBACK. A TRIPLE S AT HEART AND SOUL. NO ONE MESS WITH MY BOYSS OR I'LL GO INTO RAGING BULL MODE.
Monday, January 9, 2012
monolog Nabi Yusuf
"Ya, Tuhanku ! Penjara yang gelap lagi sempit itu lebih baik bagiku daripada dalam istana tetapi menghadapi perempuan perempuan cantik yang selalu menggoda itu. Mudah mudahan dalam penjara itu nanti dapatlah aku bertambah sabar, dapat menghitung hitung nikmat dan pemberian Engkau, dapat menyelami rahsia rahsia kebesaran Engkau, ya Allah. Kalau aku di sini, ya Allah, selalu berhadapan dengan perempuan perempuan yang menggoda kepadaku, aku takut dan khuatir kalau kalau semangatku lemah, imanku luntur, syaitan menang dalam menggodaku sehingga aku terperosok masuk ke lembah kehinaan dengan mereka. Ya Tuhan, penjara lebih baik bagiku daripada tergoda goda seperti ini,jauhkan juga aku dari penggodaan itu, dan saya adalah hambaMu yang bodoh. "
Saturday, January 7, 2012
a day in my life
Bismillah~
It was hot today. From morning until after Maghrib. But i guess, it'll continue until the month change to Rabi'ul Awwal :)
Pagi aku tak ikut berjogging. Ada sikit kecik ati ngan Baba. Emm, was late for Subuh prayers. Not that i intend to do that.. Was sleeping like crazy last nite too~ so i'm sort of at lost with time. And to top things up, jam bilik tak berfungsi ok. It's time to change battery i guess.
And so i didn't go jogging. I spend my morning making chocolate pie instead. Yeah, it calms me :) i start the machine and i arrange the front (kemas kat depan)... I open the door n windows..keeping the sun stream in. It was sunny alright. Perfect weather for family time.
Then after them come home, we watched 'Awake' and taste the pie i made. Yummy, but we are so full of it. Hu, so i'm planning to bring some to rumah Nenek tomorrow~
Was sleeping until 2.30 pm and wake up to pray and eat. Went to Aminah's room and watched FO and eat more pie =) continue with Cintan and watch more Korean ;) haha
now, it's time to sleep. Good!
XOXO
It was hot today. From morning until after Maghrib. But i guess, it'll continue until the month change to Rabi'ul Awwal :)
Pagi aku tak ikut berjogging. Ada sikit kecik ati ngan Baba. Emm, was late for Subuh prayers. Not that i intend to do that.. Was sleeping like crazy last nite too~ so i'm sort of at lost with time. And to top things up, jam bilik tak berfungsi ok. It's time to change battery i guess.
And so i didn't go jogging. I spend my morning making chocolate pie instead. Yeah, it calms me :) i start the machine and i arrange the front (kemas kat depan)... I open the door n windows..keeping the sun stream in. It was sunny alright. Perfect weather for family time.
Then after them come home, we watched 'Awake' and taste the pie i made. Yummy, but we are so full of it. Hu, so i'm planning to bring some to rumah Nenek tomorrow~
Was sleeping until 2.30 pm and wake up to pray and eat. Went to Aminah's room and watched FO and eat more pie =) continue with Cintan and watch more Korean ;) haha
now, it's time to sleep. Good!
XOXO
Friday, January 6, 2012
wanna be my chammak challo?
Sedang gila mendengarkan lagu di atas :)
Lagu dalam filem Ra.One (hindi)...ada Datuk Shah Rukh Khan, Kareena Kapoor ngan Arjun Rampal.
Bajet mcm dpt tgok pgi td...tp malangnye Mei tak bawak cd dia..huhu
ermm, apa nak cerita ek? Mlm ni rasa agak panas~ xtahan..
full speed kipas and rasa mcm nk mandi sekali lagi jer!mama kata mmg akan panas.
Sepanjang bulan Safar ni..
Esok plan nak buat Oreo Cheesecake yg kak Wid ajar. Hope jadik :)
Lagu dalam filem Ra.One (hindi)...ada Datuk Shah Rukh Khan, Kareena Kapoor ngan Arjun Rampal.
Bajet mcm dpt tgok pgi td...tp malangnye Mei tak bawak cd dia..huhu
ermm, apa nak cerita ek? Mlm ni rasa agak panas~ xtahan..
full speed kipas and rasa mcm nk mandi sekali lagi jer!mama kata mmg akan panas.
Sepanjang bulan Safar ni..
Esok plan nak buat Oreo Cheesecake yg kak Wid ajar. Hope jadik :)
macam2 facebook~
25 JENIS PEREMPUAN YANG LELAKI PALING MELUAT !
1. Berambut perang..tak pun rambut kaler merah highlight sikit-sikit budget Avril
2. Kau pintal-pintal rambut kat public dengan lidah terjelir-jelir..kau nak jadi pornstar eh?
3. Snap gambar dari atas, buat duck face & kau upload kat Facebook..geli doh tengok..kalau 1 album nama kau, dalam tu semua muka itik kau. Muka penuh depan kamera..semuat-muat frame..bodoh
4. Kau rasa comel bila kau type message 'ewww..jum lepak..busyan lorh...umah tadew orang..pakwe gie maen futsal pulark..busyan busyan! T__T' macam shit kau tahu tak
5. Kau kerek bila kau makan kat fastfood ngan member-member kau..kau snap gamba sana-sini macam tempat tu tak de orang..annoying taek!
6. Kau pakai baju nampak lurah tetek kau pegi jalan-jalan kat bandar..kau seronok lah abang misai pandang pastu tulis kat facebook 'nyampah nyew adew abang misai usya-usya kitew..tark syukew tark syukew larh' Perosak bahasa sial.
7. Annoying doh tengok kau peluk laki or balak kau dekat public or shopping complex..kalau sangap sangat g rumah tumpangan RM30/nett
8. Kau pakai tudung tapi kau pakai jeans yang abang misai dari jauh boleh nampak shape bontot kau yang jatuh tu..lagi-lagi kalau lepas duduk, terselit 'celapong' (celah ponggong a.k.a pungkoq)
9. Macam shit bila kau tulis kat facebook yang kau tengah tension, tengah sakit perut, tengah happy..weh..asal time berak kau tak tulis sekali 'kitew tengah berak..syuke syuke ^__^'
10. Kau saje ubah-ubah relationship status kat facebook..kononnye kau ni macam best kejap Single, kejap in relation, kejap open..asal kau tak bubuh 'I am Lesbian'
11. Nyampah tahu tak kalau kau tak reti bawak barang shopping sendiri..padahal 2 3 plastik je..tu pun nak suruh balak kau..balak kau nyampah ok..bukan suka pun
12. Sikit-sikit kau ngadu kat member-member kau yang kau ada stalker kat kelas, kat office..konon kau tak tahu nak buat ape..ape doh perangai kau
13. Kau bisik-bisik ngan member kau yang duduk semeja..padahal dekat meja tu tengah lepak 4 5 orang
15. Bila kau lepak ngan member yang hot stuff, hensem-hensem, kool, kau tak pulak nak tegur member kau yang pakai tudung serabai plus muka berminyak 'she's not my friends..please lah'
16. Kau tenung-tenung mamat yang cam kool supaya mamat cam kool tu perasan kewujudan kau sambil buat muka tahi
17. Kau order makanan itu ini sebab gambar dekat menu cantik..tapi bila makan 3 4 sudu kau cakap tak sedap..lepas tu tak habis..lepas tu ngadu lapar..g makan kat tempat lain pulak..nak terajang muka kau siot
18. Kau tak pandai buat tu, buat ni..tanak pegang tu, pegang ni..alasan kau kotor, jijik..habis sapa yang nak buat kan?
19. Pakai tudung, baju kurung, manis..dalam wayang, dalam kereta, huih....bukan main sandar-sandar, peluk-peluk, ramas-ramas..baik tak payah pakai tu semua..selalu nampak kat highway
20. Kau cerewet..kena buat semua benda macam kau nak..kalau tak sama macam kau nak, kau angin, kau merajuk, kau marah..cuba kalau kau buat kerja yang orang cerewet macam kau..muncung je mulut kau
21. Kau merajuk ngan mak kau, kau merajuk ngan bapak kau, pakwe pun buat taek ngan kau..kau ngamok, marah, benci & merajuk..last-last kau decide kau bunuh diri..terjun dr bumbung Pavi..tapi tak mati pun..silap-silap kena buang keluarga..lagi shit hidup kau
22. Lepak ngan sekutu gediks kau ketawa kuat kuat, buat onar..masing masing dressed up fancy nak mampos. Skali awek pakai tudung litup melintas korang pakat usya atas bawah atas bawah ramai2. pandangan jijik like 'eww she dont have style..yucks' emang gud gud la kau
23. Mekap tebal ala ala mak ayam..atas mata tu dah macam pelangi..tambah plak bulu mata palsu..klip pah kip pah mata tu dah macam berus cat..kelopak mata tak larat nak angkat..cam sial.. satu level ngan bapok belakang lorong haji taib..
24. Pakai baju sikit lagi nak 6pak puting..lengan himpit tetek bagi terkepit..konon nak bagi nampak lurah lebih menonjol pastuh snap gamba dari atas supaya nampak yg dalam baju tu... buat pulak muka bersyahwat sambil lidah terkeluar.. what the hell..saje menambah bilangan owang laki masuk narakka jahanam
25. Kau buat facebook ni macam medan memperagakan diri..kau upload beribu ribu gamba muka kau je sampai 10 album.. bila ade org puji kau jawab 'ala shayer tark syomel pown..beshe beshe jew' nyampah siot
sumber aliff cullen
1. Berambut perang..tak pun rambut kaler merah highlight sikit-sikit budget Avril
2. Kau pintal-pintal rambut kat public dengan lidah terjelir-jelir..kau nak jadi pornstar eh?
3. Snap gambar dari atas, buat duck face & kau upload kat Facebook..geli doh tengok..kalau 1 album nama kau, dalam tu semua muka itik kau. Muka penuh depan kamera..semuat-muat frame..bodoh
4. Kau rasa comel bila kau type message 'ewww..jum lepak..busyan lorh...umah tadew orang..pakwe gie maen futsal pulark..busyan busyan! T__T' macam shit kau tahu tak
5. Kau kerek bila kau makan kat fastfood ngan member-member kau..kau snap gamba sana-sini macam tempat tu tak de orang..annoying taek!
6. Kau pakai baju nampak lurah tetek kau pegi jalan-jalan kat bandar..kau seronok lah abang misai pandang pastu tulis kat facebook 'nyampah nyew adew abang misai usya-usya kitew..tark syukew tark syukew larh' Perosak bahasa sial.
7. Annoying doh tengok kau peluk laki or balak kau dekat public or shopping complex..kalau sangap sangat g rumah tumpangan RM30/nett
8. Kau pakai tudung tapi kau pakai jeans yang abang misai dari jauh boleh nampak shape bontot kau yang jatuh tu..lagi-lagi kalau lepas duduk, terselit 'celapong' (celah ponggong a.k.a pungkoq)
9. Macam shit bila kau tulis kat facebook yang kau tengah tension, tengah sakit perut, tengah happy..weh..asal time berak kau tak tulis sekali 'kitew tengah berak..syuke syuke ^__^'
10. Kau saje ubah-ubah relationship status kat facebook..kononnye kau ni macam best kejap Single, kejap in relation, kejap open..asal kau tak bubuh 'I am Lesbian'
11. Nyampah tahu tak kalau kau tak reti bawak barang shopping sendiri..padahal 2 3 plastik je..tu pun nak suruh balak kau..balak kau nyampah ok..bukan suka pun
12. Sikit-sikit kau ngadu kat member-member kau yang kau ada stalker kat kelas, kat office..konon kau tak tahu nak buat ape..ape doh perangai kau
13. Kau bisik-bisik ngan member kau yang duduk semeja..padahal dekat meja tu tengah lepak 4 5 orang
15. Bila kau lepak ngan member yang hot stuff, hensem-hensem, kool, kau tak pulak nak tegur member kau yang pakai tudung serabai plus muka berminyak 'she's not my friends..please lah'
16. Kau tenung-tenung mamat yang cam kool supaya mamat cam kool tu perasan kewujudan kau sambil buat muka tahi
17. Kau order makanan itu ini sebab gambar dekat menu cantik..tapi bila makan 3 4 sudu kau cakap tak sedap..lepas tu tak habis..lepas tu ngadu lapar..g makan kat tempat lain pulak..nak terajang muka kau siot
18. Kau tak pandai buat tu, buat ni..tanak pegang tu, pegang ni..alasan kau kotor, jijik..habis sapa yang nak buat kan?
19. Pakai tudung, baju kurung, manis..dalam wayang, dalam kereta, huih....bukan main sandar-sandar, peluk-peluk, ramas-ramas..baik tak payah pakai tu semua..selalu nampak kat highway
20. Kau cerewet..kena buat semua benda macam kau nak..kalau tak sama macam kau nak, kau angin, kau merajuk, kau marah..cuba kalau kau buat kerja yang orang cerewet macam kau..muncung je mulut kau
21. Kau merajuk ngan mak kau, kau merajuk ngan bapak kau, pakwe pun buat taek ngan kau..kau ngamok, marah, benci & merajuk..last-last kau decide kau bunuh diri..terjun dr bumbung Pavi..tapi tak mati pun..silap-silap kena buang keluarga..lagi shit hidup kau
22. Lepak ngan sekutu gediks kau ketawa kuat kuat, buat onar..masing masing dressed up fancy nak mampos. Skali awek pakai tudung litup melintas korang pakat usya atas bawah atas bawah ramai2. pandangan jijik like 'eww she dont have style..yucks' emang gud gud la kau
23. Mekap tebal ala ala mak ayam..atas mata tu dah macam pelangi..tambah plak bulu mata palsu..klip pah kip pah mata tu dah macam berus cat..kelopak mata tak larat nak angkat..cam sial.. satu level ngan bapok belakang lorong haji taib..
24. Pakai baju sikit lagi nak 6pak puting..lengan himpit tetek bagi terkepit..konon nak bagi nampak lurah lebih menonjol pastuh snap gamba dari atas supaya nampak yg dalam baju tu... buat pulak muka bersyahwat sambil lidah terkeluar.. what the hell..saje menambah bilangan owang laki masuk narakka jahanam
25. Kau buat facebook ni macam medan memperagakan diri..kau upload beribu ribu gamba muka kau je sampai 10 album.. bila ade org puji kau jawab 'ala shayer tark syomel pown..beshe beshe jew' nyampah siot
sumber aliff cullen
consider yourself lucky~
Bismillah~
Listening to a rant by someone who is known to you is not really an easy task. If you’re a person like me (ehem) you might be basking in the stories and feel burdened yourself. I am a romantic fool (as mentioned by Nanem) in one of our outings... I imagine a married life to be so much fun and not lunging for each other throat all the times. Couples (married of course) are supposed to be two lovey dovey creatures that should roam the land. Not some fighters getting ready for battle each day! Hmm, that’s what happens to me… Usually~ (sigh)...Daydreaming again and again~
Listening to a rant by someone who is known to you is not really an easy task. If you’re a person like me (ehem) you might be basking in the stories and feel burdened yourself. I am a romantic fool (as mentioned by Nanem) in one of our outings... I imagine a married life to be so much fun and not lunging for each other throat all the times. Couples (married of course) are supposed to be two lovey dovey creatures that should roam the land. Not some fighters getting ready for battle each day! Hmm, that’s what happens to me… Usually~ (sigh)...Daydreaming again and again~
So when I heard about some ‘kinks’ in marriage(s), I am doomed to be thinking that EVERY marriage will be exactly like that. At this point of time, I eliminate other factors such as upbringing, families where you come from, your attitude and your pig-headedness (if any~)
I really cannot accept the fact that the reality is so harsh. It’s not supposed to be any problem when two people are willing to cooperate the whole time. But I do understand that an individual /a person will always have their own needs. I want this; I want that, blah blah blah ~ give me my own space kinda act! BUT it is NOT to be considered IF you are TOGETHER in this marriage! When people are TOGETHER together, you have to respect each other. You have to involve each other in any decision you wish to make. Not just sleeping together... Man, get yourself together!
Now I am ranting about other people’s problem!!
“Ehem..ehem, and this is my problem, why????”, said myself to me.
“I also don’t know…” I heard myself answered back. – The thing is I just have a feeling that I need to share this. Not for anyone but me.
***Always, always, always in my du’a I wish for a blessed married life, being at terms with each other, because I wanna be married for him and him only, not just here in Dunia, but also fil Akhirah~***
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Favorite Hindi Movie of all time~
Last night was marvelous! Watched this movie on TV2...
Yeah, Someone…Somewhere…Was Made For You~
Yeah, Someone…Somewhere…Was Made For You~
*but life IS NOT a bed of roses ok…we live in reality~
So scram~
So scram~
soothing song
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik-baik saja
Bila ketetapan Tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik-baik saja
Bila ketetapan Tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
piece of ANGRY thoughts!!
This morning we had visitors from outside.
Mother and daughter…
Being in my situation is not always pleasant. I got to hear what others don’t. Not telling something top secret here. It’s my blog anyway. But yeah, still there are few exceptions about freedom of speech and freedom to express opinion. Bloggers should know about it all~
Ok, back to the situation in the office this morning.
Cutting the whole story short, the mother came to discuss (in this case; beg) for her daughter to be hired in any position. Anywhere...
You see, in the world nowadays, it’s all about Who-You-Know and Who-Knows-You. If and only if you know people, you can expect so much convenient from the other party. Of course I am not one of these people. Though I do have families in here, I don’t get in by using means of crony. Yep, C.R.O.N.Y. I hate the word. Hate it so much.
Back to the mother-daughter thingy, no matter I hate the fact that the whole crony thing is involved here; it does not compared to the annoying feeling of hearing the Mother begging on behalf of her daughter. BEGGING I tell you~ I will not ever made my mother do that for me. I’d rather work my way up on my own. Not by having your mother begging for the mercy of other people to get you some job!
Oh, come on people...You are an educated person. A graduate from some fancy university, for the love of ALLAH~
Why the heck you let you Mom do all the talking.
I honestly hate it so much I wanted to puke!!
Damn, people… work your ass off. And let you mother rest ok. To hell you people who did this to your Mom...
*angry and piss off mode L so early in the morning too... shit~
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