the pitch black back!

i keep looking back
but my feet bring me forward
there is nothing behind me
there's just dead silence

up in the streets of nothingness
i keep on moving, but
my head can't seem to obey my heart
wanting to look back and evaluate

in the dead silence behind me
i still feel something stalking
waiting
and ready to punce
whenever the opportunity presents itself

i keep bringing my feet forward
yet my body is still
and i'm glancing an inch to the pitch black back
to find nothing

and here i am still
looking back
and waiting
for the pitch black back
to consume me whole

on and on

........................

sfzy@7.51am
28/9/2010

~:silence is killing:~

silence is killing me
and it is killing you too

silence speak a thousand words they say
but not for me

silence is killing
and silence is emptiness

silence is deadly
don't come near

be silent they say
behold of what's await

silence is beatiful
and is killing

do not fret
my dear
for death is near

cHoIcEs

what i seek in life
is so much more
this world is not to be inhabitable for free
there is no way that we were left with no CHOICE

choice is something we face
day after day
night after night

mataku, matanya

tajam mataku
menjeling dia
ketat bibirku
menutur bicara

hati masih dioles rasa amarah
diri ini meronta resah
mahu saja tangan aku singgah
atas lantai pipinya yang merah

benar, aku manusia
benar, dia manusia
benar, kesilapan itu ..
terkadang tidak mampu di hindar

tapi hati masih geram
tangan masih dendam
mulut terkumat diam
dan mata menghunus tajam

maafkan saja, kata Mama
lupakan saja, kata Baba
kerana
air dicincang tidakkan putus~

sfzy