penDERA-an

kenapa manusia bersikap mcm ni?

bukankah ALLAH telah jadikan manusia sebagai khalifah?

yang diamanah untuk menjalankan kerja khalifah?

dan mengapa di antara khalifah ini khilaf dalam menjalankan amanah yang diamanahkan?

dia

hanya insan kecil yang tak berdaya

berbanding dengan diri khalifah yang sempurna sifat tetapi cacat akhlak

dia

jauh lebih mulia darjatnya kerana

setiap perbuatannya masih belum diberati sebarang hukum

dia

takkan pernah menyangka selama itu Tuhan pinjamkan usianya

bukan diambil secara semulajadi

tetapi dibunuh oleh manusia yang sepatutnya menjadi khalifah tetapi berhati syaitan

apalah salahnya anak kecil itu dididik dengan lembut, kasih dan sabar?

apalah silapnya sehingga dia di perlakukan seperti benda yang tidak bernyawa?

mana ibunya? mana ayahnya?

di mana silapnya?

the girl

she was a beautiful girl. she always do. the charming smile, the happy-go-lucky face and bright brown eyes that bore into mine. once all the time we were together, walking hand in hand like nothing in the world would never, ever come in between.

the good natured girl that i knew, the bright brown eyes owner are so special that i kept her locked in the deepest corner in my heart. i never told her this, that i admire her for the courage she has shown in the past year of us together. it is not always her beauty that mesmerizes me. how wrong..how naive..she was much, much more in the making. Beauty Queen. Wizard of Oz. Pinnochio. Pocahontas. Cinderella minus the happily everafter..she never even get the chance to see the end.

During the days of the endless battle, each day that we went through, i treasure them. capturing every details in my mind. it helps me to re-live the moment..

such a sorry state that the charming, witty and intelligent girl being kept without any chance of blooming into the most beautiful flower.

at this moment, i still hear her..the voice that i missed, so much. i can still imagine the perfectly synchornized act that we made..and i missed her even more~~