ignore,ignore go away

Bismillah~

Have you ever feel like you don't matter? As for me I’m experience it right now. Maybe it is one of the PMS symptoms. Ok, so what to do then?

First you will have to learn that it happens sometimes. When people around you don't seem like they care, you try to separate your emotions from them. Morrie from 'Tuesday with Morrie' said it as 'to detach yourself from the emotion', but first you must be soak in them to experience the feeling completely~
so, that when the feeling came, you recognize it and you get away from it. detaching yourself from the pain, loneliness, anger, happiness or any feelings there are~

So, the next step is to know how to keep your mouth shut. No matter how ‘moved’ you were with all the tone used on you, the way you being addressed and the mood you are in. yeah, even when all you can think of is to slam their face in shit and to kick and kill the other person, you must not show it. Walk away, walk away, walk away~

Your friendship will be at jeopardy if you decide to play along with the shitmoody person. Because, it is YOU are the one that having the mood swing. So everything will seems to be at wrong timing and all, it is because of your mood peeps… don’t get carried away~

Distract yourself by doing something that you like. Writing will help, updating blog for example. Baking cheesecake, or reading Harry Potter books~ anything just to cheer you up again~