I can’t really do anything I wanted. Really.
Everything revolves around him. EVERYTHING. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep and I can’t
rest without keeping myself abreast of what his doing right at this moment. For
example, looking at myself right now. I’m a mess. I can’t focus on my work. I’m
a working woman with minimal time to waste. Really. But magically there is ALWAYS
time for him. It’s a curse I tell ya. It is.
Do I hate myself? No I don’t. I enjoyed
my life. It’s just that since I’m getting involve with this one-sided love, it’s
hard to back off. Its eating me inside, I know. Unfortunately I am not the only
sad soul who is clinging for the attention of him. There are thousands more,
millions even who are the same as me. He knew it and I don’t even know what is
really inside his head. It’s annoying really. Some even end up having suicide. That’s
a sad reality.
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