Looking at it all

What was my dream last time I dreamt?

My undisclosed desire that I dare not pursue

Once in a while I see myself in the forms of another

It ignites the careless memories of the innocent childhood

When time is everything I have,

Worries are only misty in that future

I want to travel back to those memories of none is impossible

When all was hopeful, and I am nothing but a child

The amazing world of discoveries

The colorful dreams that are red and blue

The shyness blanketing each step I took

Will the time be envy of us, you and me?

We have the time keeper, the guardian angels,

Keeping us safe and very much alive for the rest of our lives

Looking few years back,

I can certainly see me

In that white robe, holding stethoscope or building anti-fattening machine

In the white safety cap, ruler in my hand, sketch book on my station

In red heels, tight sarong with my hair held high in tight bun, flying coast to coast

In the room full of files, big calculator in front of me, pencil in between my teeth

Looking at it all, the reminiscence that remain lingering at the corner of my mind

Brings a smile on my face