Rob Thomas - Lonely No More

i don't want to be lonely anymore~

Monday Night Routine

went home early last nite :)
freshen up form long day at work.
ate at office, went home, mandi, with a book on hand and a small bar of Snickers, aku lepak kat sofa depan.
what more should i ask?
that was heaven! :) haha

anyway, jam 8.30pm aku dah menonggok depan TV. bestnya tak ada org rebut remote control dengan aku ~
 dari 8.30 sampai 11.30 aku menikmati series yg top ranked dlm kepala aku la~ :)

The Mentalist

The Mentalist is an American police procedural television series which show us upon the story of Patrick Jane, who, as a paid consultant, aids the California Bureau of Investigation (CBI) in homicide investigations with unorthodox methods.

The Mentalist follows Simon Baker asPatrick Jane, an independent consultant in a fictionalised version of the California Bureau of Investigation (CBI) based inSacramento, California. Although not an officer of the law of any sort, he uses skills and knowledge from his former career as a successful psychic medium(which was a ruse, as he does not believe anyone actually has psychic abilities) to help a team of CBI agents solve various crimes, with the hope of one day bringing the murderer of his wife and daughter, Red John, to justice.

Patrick Jane formerly had a lucrative career as a con man successfully posing as a psychic medium and enjoying near-celebrity status. He appeared on television to claim that his paranormal abilities helped the police profile a serial killer named Red John. Red John, angered by the perceived slight, murdered Jane's wife and young daughter in revenge. Jane subsequently abandoned his career as a psychic and teamed up with the CBI, using his skills to help them solve various crimes. His main focus is on the cases involving Red John or Red John copycats. He admits to faking the supernatural aspects of his skills, often asserting that "there's no such thing as psychics", yet he has finely honed skills in cold reading, hypnotism, and pickpocketing, as well as powerful observational skill and a deep insight into the human psyche and behavior. These skills come in handy in every episode, and his unorthodox and bizarre techniques to solve crimes sometimes offend the team of agents he works with. They often involve elaborate ruses and mind games to trick the culprit into confessing.

and then, hot sizzling Chris O'Donnel ;p

in NCIS: LA

NCIS: Los Angeles (Naval Criminal Investigative Service: Los Angeles) is an American police procedural television series which Chris O'Donnell plays the lead character, G. Callen, a lead agent whose natural talent for undercover work is legendary.^[15] LL Cool J plays the role of Special Agent Sam Hanna, a former Navy SEAL, who is fluent in Arabic and an expert on Middle Eastern culture.^[8]Daniela Ruah plays an agent named Kensi Blye. Eric Christian Olsen plays Marty Deeks, the team's liaison with the Los Angeles Police Department. Olsen appears in two episodes of the first season as a guest star, and joins the cast full time in season two.

Peter Cambor plays Nate Getz, the team's operational psychologist, who supports their missions while watching the mental health of the agents in their high stress operations.

haha, lastly at 10.30 pm, Criminal Minds :)~ yea yeah!

Behavioral Analysis Unit :Quantico

Criminal Minds is  also an American police procedural drama . The show uses the term "unsub" to describe a criminal, which stands for "unknown subject." 

i like this series so much~

Let's See How Far We've Come

aku dgr lagu ni semalam..
lagu lama. memang~
tp semalam ada slot Live From Abbey Road..
ada kumpulan Matchbox 20, The Script ngan Def Leppard.
aku layanz la..

hensem la Rob Thomas :) hahaha

the point is, aku cari lirik lagu ni lepas tu..
dan ianya menyentuh perasaan. walaupun lagu ni laju2..tp ada emsej yg nk dia sampaikan :)
enjoy~

Songwriters: Cook, Kyle; Doucette, Paul; Thomas, Rob; Yale, Brian


i'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
now i wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
the cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and I
started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time

chorus:
but i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

i think it turned ten o'clock but i don't really know
then i can't remember caring for an hour or so
started crying and i couldn't stop myself
i started running but there's no where to run to
i sat down on the street and took a look at myself
said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to

i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you
well its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you

but i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come 
*aku suka drum n gitar dia :)

tewas

aku tewas .
dengan nafsu amarah.
aku tewas lagi.
bila ada manusia yang egois dan celupar.
yang paling aku  tewas.
dia bukan orang lain.

aku pening la~

hari ini 23 Feb 2011.
ok, i was appointed as a class rep (more like i'm volunteering myself) -GIGIH!
untuk kelas ADM 570. lecturer kami namanya Encik BME.

napa la dia ni mcm lepas tangan ek?
aku pening kena aturkan slot untuk kelas ganti. ni patutnya dia yg amik pedulik..
huh, aku risaukan markah aku final nanti..

*bila ada campur tangan daripada Puan A, alamatnya ada kemungkinan nama aku telah 'hitam' pada pandangan org..

hua~~~

habuk

Dalam kecelaruan,
aku matikan semua deria yang ada,
dalam kekecohan,
aku mendiamkan diri,
aku bosan,
dengan mereka yang lagaknya bijak,
tapi kepala kosong penuh habuk.

sfzy @ nowhere
6.00

tulislah

tulislah
walau hatimu
sakit,
tulislah
walau jiwamu
tak sudi,
luahkan
walau
keadaanmu
tak mengizinkan
dan senyumlah
walau
hatimu
tak ingin.

sfzy @ meeting bajet
23/2/2011
5.00

sweet tooth person

hu, just came back from Langkawi. and guess what? i bought an RM 120.00 worth of CHOCOLATES!!!!
well, what to do? i love Chocolates and i love  sweet things..


hmm, that explains me fat :)


*mama ngan baba marah...
huhu~
23.02.2011 at the morning 7.15am before goin to work.


ni gambar masa di Langkawi Geopark~
me with the Belangkas :p geli!!!!

jujur, aku juga mau~

ASM,

ini status FB aku semalam petang..
apa yg aku maksudkan dengan status ini?
i stumbled upon a friend's blog post.
bila baca post terkini blog dia, aku rasa lost yang amat sangat.
tiada nama akan disebutkan disini.
dia bahagia sekarang dengan keluarga kecilnya. alhamdulillah~
aku tumpang gembira. jujur, aku gembira.
dalam masa yang sama juga aku rasa kehilangan. kehilangan sesuatu yang belum lagi aku miliki..
apakah? keluarga aku sendiri.

tanya sama hati, apa yang aku rasa sekarang?
aku rasa diri ini telah diperlakukan dengan tidak adil.
kenapa? kenapa? kenapa?
itu saja soalan yang kerapkali singgah dalam kepala.
teringat kembali, TUHAN menguji hambaNYA dengan ujian tanda kasih sayangNYA.
kemudian aku yakin, dalam bukuNYA, aku masih belum layak untuk punyai keluarga sendiri.
jadi masa ini akan aku peruntukkan untuk memperbaiki diri.
jika tidak , selamanya aku adalah tidak sempurna. serba kekurangan. dan tidak layak berkasihan.

oh hati, sabarlah.
oh fikiran, tenanglah.
oh akal, fikirkan sebijaknya.
jika jodohmu sudah tersurat,
kau temui jua.

~:speak now:~

I am not the kind of girl 
Who should be rudely barging in 
On a white veil occasion 
But you are not the kind of boy 
Who should be marrying the wrong girl 

I sneak in and see your friends 
And her snotty little family 
All dressed in pastel 

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid 
Somewhere back inside a room 
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry 

This is surely not 
What you thought it would be 
I lose myself in a daydream 
Where I stand and say: 

Don't say yes, run away now 
I'll meet you when you're out 
Of the church at the back door 

Don't wait or say a single vow 
You need to hear me out 
And they said "speak now" 

Fun gestures are exchanged 
And the organ starts to play 
A song that sounds like a death march 

And I am hiding in the curtains 
It seems that I was uninvited 
By your lovely bride-to-be 

She floats down the aisle 
Like a pageant queen 
But I know you wish it was me 
You wish it was me (Don't cha?) 

Don't say yes, run away now 
I'll meet you when you're out 
Of the church at the back door 

Don't wait or say a single vow 
You need to hear me out 
And they said "speak now" 

Oh Oh Oh! ( said speak now.... ) 

I hear the preacher say 
"Speak now or forever hold your peace 
There's the silence, there's my last chance 
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me 

Horrified looks from 
Everyone in the room 
But I'm only looking at you. 

I am not the kind of girl 
who should be rudely barging in 
on a white veil occasion 
But you are NOT the kind of boy 
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

So don't say yes, run away now 
I'll meet you when you're out 
Of the church at the back door 

Don't wait or say a single vow 
You need to hear me out 
And they said, "speak now" 

And you Say 
Let's run away now 
I'll meet you when 
I'm out of my tux at the back door 

Baby, I didn't say my vows 
So glad you were around when they said 
"Speak now"